I'm tired today

I'm tired today. And yesterday, and Tuesday. I can tell that my health is getting worse. The swollen lymph nodes are now like a string of pearls from my collarbone almost to my ear. The defective white cells were already 80% of my blood count a month ago; the good white cells are supposed to make up only 14% to 46%. I see the hematologist next Wednesday, but that may just mean the beginning of more tests, rather than actual treatment.